my dreams , my thought ,my feeling............

Dream , a thing that seems so near , yet so far for me to reach . When I think about my future , I feel very scared . If there is a fortune-teller who rings my doorbell , I will slam my door shut and dash into my bedroom . Then ? I will hide under my bed or use my blanket to cover me . Why? Maybe the fortune-teller can tell me that I have a bright future . Maybe he or she can tell me that I will become a millionaire one day. However , I don't want to listen . I am too afraid to listen . What if he tells me I will have nothing when I grow up ? What if he tells me I will not live long ? TOUCH WOOD ! That is why I don't want to listen .

Actually , I do have my dreams . Every time I make a wish , I really wish that it will come true . I want to have a house which is designed by myself and bought using my hard-earned money . Then , I will bring my parents to live with me . When I have earned enough money , I wish to travel .The 1st country that I want to visit is England , the place where my ex-English teachers were born . They all came from London , so I want to visit London . I want to see beautiful castles in London . They are surely a sight to behold .Then , I want to go to Hong Kong because my idol lives there . Even though I might not meet him there , I can still go shopping in Wong Kok . After that , I'll visit Japan , Australia , New Zealand and the last country is France . I'll go to visit 'Romance City'-- Paris . When I retire , I'll open my restaurant . If this really happens , I'll have its branches in Malaysia , Hong Kong , Singapore , Taiwan , China....... The food in my restaurant will mainly be Chinese cuisine .

Every time I think about my dreams , I'll let my thinking goes far away . Therefore , I always think far ahead ,but I seldom plan far ahead . That's why I face a lot of problems when dealing with something . Every time when I face a problem , my mind will think about him . He gives me the strength to stand up , to start again . I feel safe when he's in my mind . I like to go to my garden and look at the sky at night . Sometimes , I can see many stars . They are twinkling naughtily . I wonder ...... Will he see them too? Sometimes , I can see aeroplane flying pass . I wonder...... Will he be in the aeroplane ? I may be naive , but my friends :

Please let me have my own dream . Don't force me to forget him .He's my idol !

Let me tell you what is my another dream . It is to have him as my 1st customer to my restaurant . If he can help me to promote my food , I'll be delighted .